for you...

Hi!

I'm not bold enough to send you this message in any of your pages. So, I'm posting this on my own hoping someday you'd land on my blog and read this.

I really like you a lot not because of what you did and what you showed. I like you because I find you so interesting to get to know more of. I found your multiply account and true enough everything proves that you are as what I expect. You can goof around, be cheesy, profess your love for someone "you haven't met yet", be a guitar freak, etc. 

It's a big pain to endure to see you around everyday. I know that you recognize me by my face. Hoping each day, every time you'd see me, that'll be the day that you'd come up to me and say hi. 

What I saw last night was a bit devastating. To see you with a girl while taking her hand and touching her back while you were walking away was weirdly hurting me. Oh well, as if I have the right to feel that way. I just looked away with teary eyes.

I don't know if I'm ready to give up my feelings for you. Maybe not just yet. Call me fool and stupid, but that's what I am. 

I don't love you yet but I like you so much to make me feel this way.

Take care of yourself always, "Javi"